fuck you....
fuck you

I don't understand how you can just abandon someone like that. After a fucking year and a half THAT is all I meant? I at least wish you had a damn good reason, but you didn't. Basically you just filled my ears with flimsy excuses trying to justify yourself. Not supportive enough? Yeah, you only wish. Remember when you hurt your back? I was there for you. I drove your ass home from school in the middle of the day, and I came over every night that week. I always listenened to you when you were upset. I took you to the flippin doctor to get your hand checked up on after you got stitches. Even though I didn't come over when you were puking (as no normal person would), I at least called you to make sure you were alright. Then you accuse me of being too supportive by saying I shouldn't lay down my life for you if you had to relocate. So tell me, what the fuck is it then? Too supportive, or not enough? A relationship is not about keeping score on who does what for whom. It's about caring about the PERSON, which is something you're apparently incapeable of doing.

I've also come to realize, it was always about you. It seems like I had to do what you wanted, when you wanted or else you'd whine or get mad. When it bothered you, you wouldn't even be decent enough to tell me. It seems that I was more like some trophy for you own personal gratification than a girlfriend. You're just a selfish cold hearted bastard. No wonder Laura was/is so bitter. I can understand that now. Congratulations, you officially rock at destroying relationships with people who care about you. I hope your insensitivity keeps you warm at night. I loved you very much, but it's apparent that you didn't deserve it. I hope your next girlfriend rips out your heart and stomps on it so that you know how it feels to be used up and disposed of. Maybe then you'll think twice on how you treat people. I hope you and your skis are happy together, because if you continue to act like this, they will be all you'll ever have.